I have just some question, why younger girl need an older man and older girls need a younger man?

And heart breaker need a loyal man , and widow need a man just for desires , and every thing need a soulmate , but where is love , you just finding you lack to fill the holes , that's not love love is blind ..... So the same I have a story she think that I looked her photo's which attract me but to be honest I can't see her photo's or video's ,, I just looked her inside .. In her inner world ,, and I ready to take any risk just for her without knowing her how she behave or what her reaction , a stranger person write a nonsense about himself , she don't notice him , his honestly , sincerely , passion , soulmate , just because  I don't have job , I tell her all I'm ,, did I wrong to her , if you say yes? You are not able to love .. Right now , because I want to start honest and sincere with her , that the strongest key of successful relationship for man and woman too.. So I tell her everything about my self .... But she was afraid to me I thought ..Or something else .. But just because I'm employed person , do you think this is the reason , but I'm very skilled full and experience person , or just this is all my fault , to tell her about myself everything , should I hide or lies about me .. Just playing game's or just with her .. Used to her , and you want to know that .. I can do that , but I don't think so I want to hurt her cause I love her soooooo much , I love her infinity , that was love just one sided or she though the same about me ... I don't know , why she not find me , cause she want a series relationship and she wrote me a letter's , she said just take my hand and she'll follow me to the end of earth , and I'm trying to take her hand but like I'm dead , I don't have a body just my spirite  I think , or she just need a lack to fill her desire's , for her relation , looking for someone who deserve her , yeah I told her the same , she need deserve  bitter then me ... All I want to know why , we are looking for someone to fill temperary joy and care for 1 hour ! Why ! She could enjoy everyday , everyevening , everymorning , you know what my age 20 a young passion forever your..

How is that , and accourding to me age don't matter , I just want to look her inner world and desire for long - term relationship forever my girl ... I want to die for her , fight for her , yearn to her , learn to her , support to her ,  ........................................................Why......... The question is why and where is problem , ...... And I have advice for everyone .... You alway's love sincerely ... If she cheated on you or not ...... That's make you strong beacuse you derseve love ..... And anyone do mistake if you're a good lover then you need to try on youself , to make her happy to not let her go

And if you don't have gunt , you can't tolerate , then you're just lover , but today on one tolerate ... What guarantee her she do it again .... Alway's be a good lover ..... To let her go ... I think that's a love , and the rest of thing automatically come , everything you want to , you dream to ,.... 

Should I talk more .... I hope that's enough for you ............